DAY SEVEN RAW
Day of Rest

Spirit - God does this stuff to me esp since Ecclesia (or maybe it is easier to see being in community). But, He is good! When I am on the right path, He lets me know by confirming and affirming. When I am on the wrong path He lets me know by correction and discipline. Tonight He spoke to me and affirmed that I am on the right path, that I am listening to Him and that is so amazing! God is faithful!

Friendship is priceless, and this weekend I had a sick girl and so many beautiful people wanting to spend time with us... did not get to... But, still I was amazed at how many people were around and wanting to spend time. I feel like this is spiritual, it is hard to explain, but there is more to detox than just a physical cleansing or maybe there is more to the changes that have led me here. But spiritually things have been washed away and I am able to be more open and receive love and friendship.

Soul- My heart is heavy for my old friend, Angi, and her son (He is having brain surgery Monday)... I need to email out for prayers for them. I have a lot of emotion around seeing them last night. A lot of boundary and control issues. I love her and I love her kids, they are out of control and it hurts me to see her hurting and knowing her hurt is hurting her kids. And in the midst of such a serious situation for a boy who looks like a man now (he is 15) but I remember as a baby, I have no control. I can not change her path, I can not change what they have ahead of them. I can not help, God has made that clear to me. So I pray, the same prayer I have prayed for a while and I pray because I know God can heal and mend and fix what I have no hope of healing. Prayer for this family, beautiful, broken as they are.