
Day 78
RAW
The day I felt a giant thud
I do not know what happened today to make me feel this way.
I woke up almost immediately having some pretty strong symptoms that I think are signs of a deep detox.
I have had a dull headache
I have low energy and I am sad.
I have thought about it and tried to figure it out, I would say it is like a deep thud on the inside. Like I got somewhere very deep inside with the 100%ish raw and I am feeling a giant thud! And it is a little empty, a little lonely, a little sad down there.
So once I realized that, I started praying for God to fill that part up with Him. Now that it is clean and empty and the hurt and sadness that were so deep inside are coming out... I am praying for His fullness to enter and fill it with joy.
The other thing I decided today for sure is I will not continue with 100% past this day. I will head to something closer to 80%. Doing the odd 100% day here and there. Or sometimes doing a challenge like this one, which I am really glad I did. I am finding myself excited to eat somethings cooked tomorrow. So, maybe I am just not ready.
Mostly the 10 days left me pretty uninterested in food. Which is great in some ways, but then I would get hungry and nothing sounded good.
It just frustrated me.
So, I am finishing off my 10 day challenge with a giant thud.
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